Hurricane

After months of silence, I’m baaackkk!!! Wow! Time flew by so fast, the year’s almost ending. Wew!

There’s been a lot of things that happened with me the past few weeks, and it really tested me as a person. Everything has been very challenging, especially with my relationship, and work. It wasn't easy, but I’m glad I’m coming through. I realized I’ve got my family and loved ones who’ll support in these tough times.

Music has been helping me vent out my feelings, and I'm really amazed how songs tend to describe my thoughts in ways I cannot. And so while I was randomly listening on Youtube, I came upon this song.

Hericane- LANY

[Verse 1]

I don't know when this tornado hit You're from the east coast, so let's both call it A hurricane A hericane Pacin' through the, the back of my mind Maybe you've been a storm all this time A hurricane A hericane [Pre-Chorus] Stop all this sin Be born again If you want to, if you want to [Chorus] 'Cause our home's a wreck, look at this mess You blame it on disobedience But I think it's time, time you realized You're the one in the wrong [Verse 2] Oklahoma, this time of year California, it's different out here No hericane No hericane I'm not runnin' from all my pain But it can't go, go without sayin' No hericane No hericane

[Pre-Chorus] Stop all this sin Start over again If you want to, if you want to [Chorus] 'Cause our home's a wreck, look at this mess You blame it on disobedience But I think it's time, time you realized You're the one in the wrong Caught in the midst of your insecure winds Breakin' us down and wearin' us thin But I love you still, I always will But you're the one in the wrong [Bridge] I know your heart hurts the most at 3 AM I know he left before you could even know him I've done my best to carry all this weight I love you still, I always will, but this needs to change [Chorus] 'Cause our home's a wreck, look at this mess You blame it on disobedience But I think it's time, time you realized You're the one in the wrong Caught in the midst of your insecure winds Breakin' us down and wearin' us thin But I love you still, I always will But you're the one in the wrong

[Outro] I love you still, I always will You're the one in the wrong I love you still, I always will Even though you are wrong

With all the things I've been going through, I felt like I was in the middle of a hurricane, and this song somehow tugged my emotions. I also liked this because of a Murakami quote, which is my favorite, about overcoming a storm and how it doesn't matter, but becoming someone else after it is. Thank you, LANY. I love you for this. :)

Here's to hoping that things will go well, and may the new year be better.

Ciao!

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